I seriously doubt that Company C will hire me. I am totally unqualified for the position, and I believe I did terribly on their technical exam. I am beginning to feel restless and irritated. I know what I’m good at, yet I think I might have an idea of what I want to do. Unfortunately, I don’t have the experience, and it seems that everyone wants the experience, no one is willing to take on a competent but inexperienced person.
I can’t afford job training right now. I wish I could make money doing what I love, and that is music, but to be honest, I’m just not that good at it. This is starting to feel like a pity-me festival right now. If I still smoked weed, I’d be toking hard right now. I don’t. I rarely drink as it is, so I’ll just have to play my guitar as loud and as lousily as possible when I get home from work.